Abortions-tickle

Rainbows, bubble gum, & dinosaurs. Given a little, but I want more. Indian casinos & street whores. Addictive as hell. Yell, Rebel, Yell. Am I doing all that well? Hot shit. Cold piss. Why can't I deal with this? Iron fists & golden smiles. If I sell my soul to the devil will you stay for awhile? Cursed miles, throw me away. Heartbroken today. Why can't anything positive just fucking stay? Blood loss tomorrow. I've drowned myself in sober sorrow. The bottom of the bottle. Change is near & it's coming full throttle. Anorexic super model. Super hero. Super zero. Negative infinity. Look at what the miles have done to me.

Tough shit. Get over it. And Move the fuck on. Face it Liz, You have no one. You're not as cool as people say. Liz, you're a faggot, you're rather gay. Mind gone ashtray. What does it all mean anyway? Don't think about it for too long. Brilliant razor, playing my favorite song. Liz, you're not that strong.

Nobody wants me. And that's the type of shit that haunts me. Nice to meet you, I'm a psycho. Ready, steady, set, go. Cunts, bitches, & sluts, and hoes. What do I feel? No one knows. Worth shit. I'm nothing but a pair of tits. Dear arm, stop bleeding. Dear Liz, stop needing. Wanting is bad enough. And you think your life is tough? It's shit like this that makes my skin so tough.

Fine. We don't need to talk. I suck big cock. You can ignore my calls. We don't need to talk at all. Fine. You can ignore me in the halls. You can pretend I don't exist. You can delete my from your friends list. And I bet I won't be missed. FINE. We won't go underwear shopping. I won't go with you hair chopping. We won't paint our nails and gossip. I suck big dick. FINE. You know what? Fuck our friendship.

I hear all these rumors. Like fat and swollen gossip tumors. I hear I'm a slut. I hear I'm a whore. I hear so much I don't even know what I am anymore. I'm a bore, a real snore. I try too hard. My arms are way too scarred. I'm a greasy tub of lard. And no one really likes me. Highschool is. A big fucking conspiracy. Hey bigshot highschool. You owe me a fucking apology.